Wednesday, September 02, 2009

i keep on recalling that incident that night like a broken tape recorder.
should i have stayed and changed for you?
I know you changed for me at the beginning of the year
if such a stupid little quarrel or a phrase i said out of impulse ( super bad headache) would cause you to change the way you felt abt me, is it worth being with you. Or did you even love me as much as i thought you did. But at leasst its better to know sooner den later.

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heeelo old blog. i know nobody reads here thats why im posting here. hmmm my recent events since i last posted. i was tgt with joel for almost 2 years... 4 days to 2 years to be exact. really sad how it ended. i really wish it dint. but nvr had any hope of us being tgt forever. we are just too different . what he like i dun e.g liking me to follow him and his friends and not goin out alone . id rather not. He too wants a to lead a different lifestyle so i think if we did get married there would be much problems. weeellll i love himmm soooo much and still do although its been 2 months butt i dun want a guy that doesnt love me any more :) still think of him every single day and it still hurtss.. looking back on my sec 3 post i sounded sooo happy and carefreee..now im just this love sick fat emo kid who is trying not to over eat and bottling all my feelings inside. I doont think i will ever let you go and although i know its not right but there is always a space reserved in my heart for you , i hope we will be tgt in the future. now you are too immature and untill today i doubt u even know the real reason why i broke up with you... since i cant say it in the other blog i will say it here. baby i love you so much.

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

im ritin this post mainly to vent my anger out. it involves a very special teacher named c***** tan . she is de biggest bitch... slut..asss dat walks to earth. omg just puttin arm around de shoulder can exagerrate untill making out. she seriously has nth to do but spread rumours abt mi. its already 3 months after de inccident why must you continue to it up! she is lyk this attention seeker. i though dat was only present in immature pp but obviously she proved mi wrong! well i just hate hate hate hate her . i hope she goes have an affair with de other goh and her marriage will b ruined leavin her a two timin bitch. showing her true colours! or even better hope she gets hit by a car YAY! and everywan will live happily ever after!

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

WHOOO!
my blog is officially dead
for de pass few weeks i have been stonin at home aprt from de chalet .... none of de shends can go out!!tml im goin hk yay! to shop shop shop but i haven started on ani hw so i tink i will go to schl early in de mornin and copy copy copy =D
feeling dam lazy to blog and so byE!!

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

heeelos ma peeps im so bored nvm i'll just crap
hmm ytd went to watch pirate of the carribean wit siv joel and theeban b4 siv got on her flite to thailand ( gonna miss her loads!) potc was a dam borin show ... well at least the first part. I was lyk uber borin till de fightin started and abit no link coz de girl and de guy lyk in de movie not romantic at all and all of a sudden lyk got married lyk realli abit siao siao . after the movie rushed to long john to eat. half wae throught eatin siv realised she nidded to go home coz her plane was lyk in 3 hours so she left mi wit 2 guys argh . without siv it can get quite borin but not as borin as expected . we walked and theeburn and joel toked i was rather quiet . i realli wanted to take neoprint lorh coz lyk i haven take neoprint in 4, 5 months . however joel and theebie being guys wun take wit mi rite and witout siv abit awkward so nvm . lata wanted to watch another movie coz lyk had to w8 in cine till lyk 6 coz i spoil my sim card so had to buy new wan wit my mom . i wanted to watch next but those to pp dint so lyk we went to bk and ate and tok. i stole joel cute cute cute cute cute cute cute sec 1 foto hahaha * currently still wit mi * xD hmm talked till 6. 30 den finally mom came so walked over to paragon and got my sim and bought the bag from armani which i was dyin to have! went centrepoint later on bought sum earings and stuff for my moms fren and den came home =DDDD

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

On thurs mi dee and siv went to marina square to buy bag for neng .. at first wanted to go out wit her den just pangseh her coz wan buy her present... but de stupid place got no friggin nice bag so in de end we ended up buyin dis huge turtle wit free eye lashes lol ... dinah crapped alot alot alot dat dae she even made de salegirl and passerbys laff

on friday NO MORE EXAM =D den we bused to vivo wit shends , ho ho , shaun , justin and hao hao ... dinah was our entertainer she crapped and crapped all de wae to vivo ... den watched spideyman3 .... pp sae soo nice but okae only wat de front part so borin can sleep but at de bac wit all de fightin and swingin den more fun =D i dunno y but when spidey swings on his thread thingy it makes mi excited hahaha.... den went to de playground, us five mad woman were lyk yellin while playin on de jumpin thingy and de spinnin thingy hahaha... it looked dam gay larh... we plaed wit 2 little kids too on de spinin thing ... justin and darren pushed us ... dam fun larh :D hahaha we were so kiddish larh ... den when we got off sum mayflower girls went to sit on de spinnin thing ... a little bit den dey will " aiyo hen tong leh" "ahh wo de jiou" wit their dam ah lianish voice ... i lyk wan slap dem liddat lol in stead just mimick their voices... hope they dint hear =x...zhi hao left wit theeburn and noob dat gang... den went toys r us =DD play wit all de toys dere ... den take loads of pictures :D but den dinah and wei en had to go ... dere went de fun :(( lata mi and siv when to shibuya buy for my mom her present... den went long john silver darren joined us ... den lata justin and de stupid hazel had to go coz ta yao ting ahem ahem de hua :(( siv lata left ... so left wit mi neng , shaun , hoe son and darren... so mi and neng went forever 21 and top shop =D de 3 boys had to wait at one side for us xD so gentlemen hor hahaha den shaun wanted to go to addidas but he was carryin nengs big toy so pai seh go inside ... de hoe son was lyk de most pp think u helpin ur gf carry lol ... den mrted home wit neng and de 3 boys ... toked abt de 3 pp u will stand , kill , marry hahaha darren and hoe son at first den wan sae den lata sae :D hahaha dam funni larh ... den went to borin old home where i stoned infront of de screen :((
Hope everywan does well for their exams bye :D

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Monday, May 07, 2007

HEEELO!
i tink im rather retarded as tml is my chem and geog exam and im not studyin instead im use the com I SUCK :D and i dun care ... todae phy paper easier den expected but both ways i tot i will fail which i tink i will but hope 4 de best!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nb2tI29ajAs aniwaes dat the url to watch our ipw project byyes! i go study le =D

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

OMG exams are here!!!
let mi list u subjects dat have a high chance of failn : amaths,chemistry, biology, phy, chinese!woo love failin my sciences! watch out vp i gonna c you soon :D nvm its lyk one day before exams and im on msn crappin ... i realli suck! omg should friggin at least study 1 day b4 exams well hack i cant possibly squeue everytin into my tiny pathetic brain!aniwaes last week was rather borin ... had my book infront of mi all de while but not studyin total waste of time... Our ipw project rocked ... ms ray found it funny which was kinda good i supposer but i tink she will lower my mark coz i kept talkin =((AnW good luc for you'all exams :D oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENG!!!!!!!!!!!

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