heeelo old blog. i know nobody reads here thats why im posting here. hmmm my recent events since i last posted. i was tgt with joel for almost 2 years... 4 days to 2 years to be exact. really sad how it ended. i really wish it dint. but nvr had any hope of us being tgt forever. we are just too different . what he like i dun e.g liking me to follow him and his friends and not goin out alone . id rather not. He too wants a to lead a different lifestyle so i think if we did get married there would be much problems. weeellll i love himmm soooo much and still do although its been 2 months butt i dun want a guy that doesnt love me any more :) still think of him every single day and it still hurtss.. looking back on my sec 3 post i sounded sooo happy and carefreee..now im just this love sick fat emo kid who is trying not to over eat and bottling all my feelings inside. I doont think i will ever let you go and although i know its not right but there is always a space reserved in my heart for you , i hope we will be tgt in the future. now you are too immature and untill today i doubt u even know the real reason why i broke up with you... since i cant say it in the other blog i will say it here. baby i love you so much.
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